I'm going to go out on a limb
Explain the thoughts coming from within
Though they make little sense
Some sense is better than no sense
Mind afoul the words pour
And there is nothing
Please oh please
Let you be the outlet
To the lifetime of rage I feel
Let every emotion scar your skin
So you feel outside like I feel within
I need the day, to plan the hatred
To peel away what makes you fake, and makes me.
Me.
I know I am not special, but I know
Who I am is a conglomerate of information
Bled and congealed into this tiny fragment
Of a sliver of sand,
Eroded to be
the salt of the ocean
Your voice, a volume unheard
Yeah, it's grating and I'm listening,
But I'm busy tuning out, concerning
You
I'm leaving it in the past and moving on,
Steps taken, forget the emotion,
Let me be in motion,
And leave you,
Drown in the ocean.
Stare in the mirror,
Draw on the fake face, so you can face the fake world, to fake the words the world expects.
Your ego, an anchor, binding you to the floor, to the scum you spawn from.
See let me take a minute and take a second to connect the pieces,
Man I can't find the glue, but I've got nails.
See, I can't take any errors,
Every piece permanent, so I must be exact.
I need to choose my words carefu
We could see the far shore,
Over the river,
We jumped in together,
Set to reach what we saw.
First the water was warm, the waves low.
So we kept swimming.
The clouds rolled in, and the sun said goodbye.
So we kept swimming.
The river now boils,
the heat of emotion rising from the very bottom.
Yet we kept swimming.
Looking ahead there is nothing,
Nothing but troubled looks and worried brows.
It is much further to solid ground.
Lost in the waves we've become,
It's always tomorrow and never today,
It's always now and never again.
Between and torn from the pressure,
It's all falling and has never been better.
Blink and the day is done,
The night is here to undo,
Steps forward taken,
Much like walking in sand,
The next wave,
Washes away all progress.
You stand on nothing until
You start to build with steel
Even steel corrodes,
With the acid spit,
And the salt of sweat,
And the strain of years.
Your immaculate structure
Will all come
Falling
Down.
Submit into the masses
Bleak
Soaks into the mindset of the forsaken
Alone
Left with no one
Submissive
Left with the thoughts in my head
Every single one
With a simple end
Lust for the darkness
And the mindlessness
And break to the will left within
Wish for dark dreams
And endless days.
Dig
Deep within
Draw out said emotions
By their very sinews
No pain is equal to what
The mind can imagine
Blackened feelings litter about
Fucked souls leaking
Creating the atmosphere
Upon which you breathe.
I swear you are trying to fuck me
I'm so far ahead, you best sprint
To still land in second
I know the course,
I'm ready to win to lose.
I'm standing tall and walking forward
And you swing back and break my legs.
I push on and drag myself along
You snap back and shatter my limbs.
I lay in the grass, smelling the sweetness
You come back and kill the earth.
Floating in space, I'm finally at peace,
Right around you swing, and set me back
A home run, right back to the beginning
Crush.
Crushing with the full might of every
Single feeling felt every day.
Push down the perfect
Drown it in the bad
Keep on pushing.
Exquisite
The sharp and dull pains
As they rot
And decay into a subhuman pile
Desperate for the sun
Condemned into the cave.
Carved with meticulous craft
Decorated with manic intent
Alone with woes echoing
Only knowing the known
To look is to be blind.
Hiding from yourself
Seeking every harmful vice
To make physical the emotional
To reason with what you are
You commit treason upon your soul
Determined to force it from this body
To finally be free
For this life is slow death
Facing every day knowing i
I'm going to go out on a limb
Explain the thoughts coming from within
Though they make little sense
Some sense is better than no sense
Mind afoul the words pour
And there is nothing
Please oh please
Let you be the outlet
To the lifetime of rage I feel
Let every emotion scar your skin
So you feel outside like I feel within
I need the day, to plan the hatred
To peel away what makes you fake, and makes me.
Me.
I know I am not special, but I know
Who I am is a conglomerate of information
Bled and congealed into this tiny fragment
Of a sliver of sand,
Eroded to be
the salt of the ocean
Your voice, a volume unheard
Yeah, it's grating and I'm listening,
But I'm busy tuning out, concerning
You
I'm leaving it in the past and moving on,
Steps taken, forget the emotion,
Let me be in motion,
And leave you,
Drown in the ocean.
Stare in the mirror,
Draw on the fake face, so you can face the fake world, to fake the words the world expects.
Your ego, an anchor, binding you to the floor, to the scum you spawn from.
See let me take a minute and take a second to connect the pieces,
Man I can't find the glue, but I've got nails.
See, I can't take any errors,
Every piece permanent, so I must be exact.
I need to choose my words carefu
We could see the far shore,
Over the river,
We jumped in together,
Set to reach what we saw.
First the water was warm, the waves low.
So we kept swimming.
The clouds rolled in, and the sun said goodbye.
So we kept swimming.
The river now boils,
the heat of emotion rising from the very bottom.
Yet we kept swimming.
Looking ahead there is nothing,
Nothing but troubled looks and worried brows.
It is much further to solid ground.
Lost in the waves we've become,
It's always tomorrow and never today,
It's always now and never again.
Between and torn from the pressure,
It's all falling and has never been better.
Blink and the day is done,
The night is here to undo,
Steps forward taken,
Much like walking in sand,
The next wave,
Washes away all progress.
You stand on nothing until
You start to build with steel
Even steel corrodes,
With the acid spit,
And the salt of sweat,
And the strain of years.
Your immaculate structure
Will all come
Falling
Down.
Submit into the masses
Bleak
Soaks into the mindset of the forsaken
Alone
Left with no one
Submissive
Left with the thoughts in my head
Every single one
With a simple end
Lust for the darkness
And the mindlessness
And break to the will left within
Wish for dark dreams
And endless days.
Dig
Deep within
Draw out said emotions
By their very sinews
No pain is equal to what
The mind can imagine
Blackened feelings litter about
Fucked souls leaking
Creating the atmosphere
Upon which you breathe.
I swear you are trying to fuck me
I'm so far ahead, you best sprint
To still land in second
I know the course,
I'm ready to win to lose.
I'm standing tall and walking forward
And you swing back and break my legs.
I push on and drag myself along
You snap back and shatter my limbs.
I lay in the grass, smelling the sweetness
You come back and kill the earth.
Floating in space, I'm finally at peace,
Right around you swing, and set me back
A home run, right back to the beginning
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Favourite Movies
Juno, Reign over Me, We Were Soldiers
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
The ones that click.
Favourite Games
Take a shot for every shot you take. It's great fun.
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Five things about me:
1. Music is my addiction, and I get a little weird if I can't listen to it.
2. Play me on Xbox Live, maniacdecree
3. I'm a volunteer EMT
4. I'm a fry cook, for now
5. I don't know why I'm doing this. Are we friends now?
My questions:
1. Gamzee Makara vs. Kanaya Maryam. Who wins?
Time
2. Your soul for a cookie?
No soul, omgimsohard. I don't like cookies.
3. Edward Scissorhands wants a hug.
Only if he's wearing oven mitts
4. Pick your poison
Alcohol
5. QUICKLY. Make fun of Peeta Mellark.
The fuck is that.
6. You hear dramatic music arising from no discernible sour